VIVI, THE LITTLE BUG..

come on lets do it..lalalala

2009-04-23T23:00:00.000-07:00

sometimes as a student, as a worker...we might think that our day is so stress.. painfull..sorrowful.. so there are only take a few minutes to warm up our body, make we'll forgt all the problem and find a peaceful.. just follow this rule..let do it babeh!!!!

for the intro..take a deep breath a few times(taici alike)..

do like this..to make ur shoulder and ur neck feel a bit free..

move ur hand..1..2.. heeeyaaaahhh!!!.. repeat 3 times

then move to right slowly turn to the left..

move to the left then to the right..

follow this..dun make any sounds..hit as hard as u can 2 make u feel fresh.. no more sleepy

then shake ur leg and ur body..move it move it like we've no problem

then do the happy move

then turn to aggresive way.move as fast as u can..dun care what ppls are going to say..just do it,.

throw all ur stress away and away..1..2..3 go

spin ur head slowly..1...2...3...4...5...6..10 owwyeahh peaceful

then see ur face n body in the mirror...keep ur body moving (dance a bit)..see how nice ur body,,

finally..we r now happy..just dance like this crazy rabbit..dancing and dancing lalalala...

SO LET DO IT WITHOUT HASITATE!!! I LIKE TO MOVE IT MOVE IT!!!!

dont blame life..

2009-03-28T08:17:00.000-07:00

today..we went to queensbay mall and watched shopaholic movie right after the test done.(hmm free).. i guess i like that movie. even im as oppose to dat girl alike.. but then it was just gave me an idea to make 'story' for this blog..

an idea which told me bout all kind of movies we already watched..*** most of the stories, or the movies or the dramas etc3 will end up with the good conclusion..really> i do like it.. we do rite?? we want to..the story which jump to the happy conclusion..so satisfying us.

figure out.., is there the truth bout life??.. may be yes* 4 the starting and the climax of that story.. but the end that, show up the good one..owez. if we think about it.. nor all of us will gotta get the happiness life soon.. neither a pieces of it..am i rite??

sometime what we wish, we will got it..yea thankz to GOD.. but sometime we nver get whatever we had dream of..this absolutely phethatic.. life is going through the cycle.. we'r not owez end up with happy solution,nor sadness..but some pplz deserve in good i mean yeah* they owez live in happiness. but the rest of it deserved badly on their life..living with tearz. hmm*sighed

just like the highest of highs and lowest of lows.. and because of that we totally blame 'life'..'life so suck,' 'life is not fair'...life is like that n like this..THINKZ OF IT.. n why shouldnt we blame ourselves? we put everything on life, we count on it but then we blame life if it's gone wrong.. we are actually not fair. we are actually suck and darn bad on making decision(me too).

i mean life in cycle ,as i mentioned above..even how fucking bad ur life was..but dont blame life..2moro we still need it n forever. we still can find the way out.. i know how painfull if something we was hoping, gone to wrong way..we know that feeling..

for me that's normal.. we will not owez being happy or sad...that the used of our sense. we have to laugh ,have to cry.. if u think u r living with tearz, then what r u waiting for?? wander away from that line..seeking da good one..try on n on..because we never know our destiny later on..may be good may be bad.. just try.. we live to do something not just waiting 4 the fate of life..

-vv the lil bug-

which baby are you??

2009-03-13T00:55:00.000-07:00

frenz..let Identify your personality by the baby/month you were born in.

January Babies
Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn.

February Babies
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

March BabieS
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.
April Babies
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confidant. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic. unpredictable sometime. Hot but has brains.can fascinate boys/girls.

May Babies
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High-spirited.

June Babies
You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it! IN the next 6 days you will meet someone that may possibly become one of your closest friends,

July Babies
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically

August babies
Loves to joke Attractive Suave and caring Brave and fearless Firm and has leadership qualities Knows how to console others Too generous and egoistic Taked high pride of oneself Thirsty for praises Extraodinary spirit Easily angered Angry when provoked Easily jealous Observant Careful and cautious Thinks quickly Independent thoughts Loves to lead and to be led Loves to dream Talented in the arts, music and defence Sensitive but not petty Poor resistance against illnesses Learns to relax Hasty and rushy Romantic Loving and caring Loves to make friends

SEPTEMBER babies
Suave and compromising Careful, cautious and organised Likes to point out people's mistakes Likes to criticize Quiet but able to talk well Calm and cool Kind and sympathetic Concerned and detailed Trustworthy, loyal and honest Does work well Sensitive Thinking Good memory Clever and knowledgeable Loves to look for information Must control oneself when criticising Able to motivate oneself Understanding Secretive Loves sports, leisure and travelling Hardly shows emotions Tends to bottle up feelings Choosy especially in relationships Loves wide things Systematic

OCTOBER babies
Loves to chat Loves those who loves him Loves to takes things at the centre Attractive and suave Inner and physical beauty Does not lie or pretend Sympathetic Treats friends importantly Always making friends Easily hurt but recovers easily Bad tempered Selfish Seldom helps unless asked Daydreamer Very opinionated Does not care of what others think Emotional Decisive Strong clairvoyance Loves to travel, the arts and literature Soft-spoken, loving and caring Romantic Touchy and easily jealous Concerned Loves outdoors Just and fair Spendthrift and easily influenced Easily lose confidence

NOVEMBER babies
Has a lot of ideas Difficult to fathom Thinks forward Unique and brilliant Extraodinary ideas Sharp thinking Fine and strong clairvoyance Can become good doctors Careful and cautious Dynamic in personality Secretive Inquisitive Knows how to dig secrets Always thinking Less talkative but amiable Brave and generous Patient Stubborn and hard-hearted If there is a will, there is a way Determined Never give up Hardly become angry unless provoked Loves to be alone Thinks differently from others Sharp-minded Motivates oneself Does not appreciates praises High-spirited Well-built and tough Deep love and emotions Romantic Uncertain in relationships Homely Hardworking High abilities Trustworhty Honest and keeps secrets Not able to control emotions Unpredictable

DECEMBER babies
Loyal and generous Patriotic Active in games and interactions Impatient and hasty Ambitious Influential in organisations Fun to be with Loves to socialise Loves praises Loves attention Loves to be loved Honest and trustworthy Not pretending Short tempered Changing personality Not egoistic Takes high pride in oneself Hates restrictions Loves to joke Good sense of humor Logical

ME..?? IM APRIL BABIES..THAT'S QUITE TRUE BOUT ME.. r u thinking im acting like that ways?? am i hot?? hahaha lol..*sheepish* and..how bout u guyz??? which month are u??

what was wrong??

2009-03-06T04:38:00.000-08:00

heck* this week really killed my mind.. i was blur..i was sad depress..hypertension. i did somehow like- a person without sensation which was patched a pile of shit all over my body and easily walking around in the crowded-.. lol sound fun..

no..actually i dont know what was done wrongly..kind of presure facing so many works..worried bout my tests. and this week i cut classes just only wanna do the assignment,preparing 4 presentation,quizez,tests...n some more of my personal probs..uhh headache totally confusing!!!X_X and my friend keep asking me ''what happen 2 u vivi''..hmm*sighed* dunno how 2 answer..

and the main problem is right after friends of mine told me that ''hinata dead..she was killed''.. felt like i dinno how can i stand.my mind was drifting away and away.i was totally sad..but lucky i can finished my experiment at the moment. haha..for ur known hinata just only the manga character. (naruto)

im crazy of japanese mangas.seriuosly my heart cried a lot when they said hinata was dead..no no please..i like hinata a lot.. she cant die..not now.what the hell retarded pain did 2 hinata???? no cant be!!! hinata inspired me a lot. everything 4 me is hinata..she's so adorable.. how can i drain hinata name from my life..how??..

damn pain.LEAVE HINATA ALONE..STOP KILLING THE BEST CHARACTER THAT I LIKE.damn it!! who else he is going to kill, b4 this kakashi sensei n now hinata.sux..but im sure that hinata wont die yet.. hinata need 2 be with naruto. they supposely will be 2gether 4ever.. she love naruto much..

some ppls said im so 'crazy or stupid' 4 being depress just because of the cartoon story..owhh guyzz..come on.im not stupid.. i like what i did.. i have my own reason why im admiring those mangas crazily..dont u ever think,why those mangas were existed?? yet..why pplz like it damn much?? are they stupid too?? even sometime there are educated person such a doctor, lecturer,engineer, n etc3.. come on thinks out of da box..don stay like a froggy.. wander out from that places and say this word out loud ''whats up world??''.. there are many peoples willing to answer that..;-P

n now..im relaxing my mind..i was going to cc after finished my phisycal chemistry's asgnment..we did by ourselves..yaaaayyy* but then i went 2 cc from 4.30pm till 8.++.pm..wheee* i read naruto.kinda giving the thrill respon soon.today i can get enough time to sleep..feeling free 4 awhile is quite enough 4 me..
(^_~) -vivi spinner/hinata love naruto-

our MANGISH~~~

2009-02-19T08:12:00.000-08:00

hi all..

u know what the word MANGISH is??? lol..MANGISH word is combination of MALAYSIAN ENGLISH. haha i guess u know what i'm going to tell u...isnt it? this mangish that i alwayz use to.. because im not that good in english..

i will tell u over n over again, i will nod if u said that my language is crap.. i glad if u can correct my crap language to be a proper english.. i really want to.. u know sometime while typing this blog spontaneously i will not even care bout my grammar, my spelling too.. bad huh..lol

actually,previously i found the article bout this our language fusion.. which i like it. so that the reason why im sharing this with u..

we wanna speak english but we still having a patois..the slangs hahaha..hilarious. u know guyz my parent dont really know how to speak in english but without their concious they spoke it.. like the word of 'gostan '.. the word GOSTAN is english which truely said 'go astern'..some more word like 'kona' = 'corner' in the original nautical term. n etc etc..

thats my parent.so it is not a big matter.but how bout us.. even da most peoples whose alwayz speak fully english at home still having da MANGISH problem. are these because of there are various of races n cultures in our country??..so that we already jumbled up everything with english like 'aiyooo why arr this place so dirty' 'i dont know laaa' 'nah..take it' 'im pokai already' hak3 .. malay+indian+chinese+english is equalize to one. how unique our english..hahaha (i do speak all this even more crap) so what should we do??

day before yesterday.. i met a foreigner student in my uni .im not sure where he's come from.. but im sure that he is studying here more than 2 yearz.but the fact is when he spoke english with us he also used that MANGISH too..'u can sit laa'.. *gee* haha how funny.. they were influenced by us.. uhuhuhu i have no idea.. if u really do can speak proper english..come come let tell us what to do..(perhap the colourfull straw will waiting for us).. im keen to know..

vivi the spinner

CNY season...

2009-02-06T03:55:00.000-08:00

daniel-cute boyz-

almost a couple of weekz after sem-break of chinese new year holidayz.. i guess i was doing fine..eventhough the celebration wasnt went exactly with the best event.. but i regret nothing. it is normal for the teenage youngster like me which r growing to b adult felt that way(am i getting mature?? *hoyeah*).. beside, my elder brother didnt go back for that day.. (i know u mizz that celebration so bad. enjoying with our cousin, uncle..it was prey on ur mind rite?mm i'l be sorry 4 u koko) i cant feel completely happy going without my bro.

considered all family members enjoyed that day.so did i..coz CNY is the only day which i can feel so close with my relativez.. -my family hard to be-one-head-

1st day of cny: i saw the nice sparks..the fire-cracker.. ate 2gether.. praying 2gether..aslo playing cards 2gether O_0 like a normall cny we used to be..lol (when i saw kids were playing around i felt like gonna turn me on like one of them lol.. syyyyyh please dont let the cat out from da bag..this our secret lol)

2nd day of cny: this day.. went 2 kuala rompin 2 meet my cousin. n met my close frenz.-kumi- drove so fast just to feel the danger..120km/hour..haha..sorry mum. then that moment also i met a new frenz owh may not fren..senior may be.. lol he is abe zd.. i face him.. went to his house n talking something related with study.

when i counted my angpow..i just get rm188.hmm*sighed*

the rest of cny's days : stayed at home n i was playing with my pets..n when i caught my time to sleep..*wheeee* that my own world.. full of dream.lol..haha x_x. (my cup of tea) i dont care who's coming to my house. where they were from..haha.

another day..my gramp n my aunt got came. hmm i was glad n there were but something unpleasant me when my cousin(already married) lamented about getting me married off.. my GOD.. how can they think so obviously far like that.. err i mean..hey!! im only 19..still young.. well, what do i care bout getting married?,,lol.. i know she was sound like kidding.but i dont like dat sort of silly joke..

that how i felt for CNY..*smirk* not bad~~~~

chubby tortoise

2009-02-01T10:14:00.000-08:00

before...................................after

as i mentioned.. im having a lil tortoise..which i love it too.. u know what.. im glad 2 tell u that my lil tortoise getting bigger than i thought. it was thrilling me up.. he(it is male) really fat,chubbier,. whoooaw.0_x.. i wonder how my fam treat it..so well. u know guyz i just havent seen it 4 less than a month. how it become so health n so big... its shell more strong. though..

thankz to my lil bro..he's the one who really care bout my pets..his pets too..lol..(thankz titi).. when SYM was with me.. its juz ate 2 time per day..but when my fam treat it, 3/4 time per day..hmmm(sigh) no wonder he's bcome fatty..lol.. lucky because tortoise never ever get sick err rather called obesity..hahaha=D doesnt need 2 see vet even eat a lot..neither give d mdcine..

form d long distances..if he(sym) know ur voice calling SYMMMM...he's bcome so 'gedik'..jerking by take out his head then move around n make some noises..kind of demanding some food..that what he used to..lol anyway i can say mmm 'oo yea good..fix it'. because i like the way it is..perhap later it'll be more bigger when i back sooner.. n we actually should find out a bigger shelter for him.. for its comfortable.=)

-bout my CNY season..catch me later, check out soon..adios my amigos-

-MEOWW~~~-

2009-01-17T06:56:00.000-08:00

when peoples ask me what kind of animalz that i like the most?? perhap i'll said 'my cats,my doggy n aslo my lil tortoise'...and now im going to share about my adopted kitty that throughout my life..how much they mean to me..a lot..its must e a terrible existence if u feel that person you can talk to is your cats..-it is me-..i do talk to my cat.

NESSY(my lil bro called her like this)..that mangy white orange cat,white-and-orange striped tail(always swishes as i pat its back), having brown eyes..she's so adorable n indulgent much.. kinda understanding..u know what.its mews at all right moments and seems to listen quietly and deeply..she's doesnt refuse me even when i tell it the most outrageous things(i ws being emotional sometimes)... that why i like her.. but i guess my cat having slightly different with the others cats..i dont know why seem so hard to voice out anythng..its mew rarely..she just making a soft purring sound.

what i like bout NESSY is she found us, she came in our house by itself..right after that my mum called me immediately as she know i love cats so much since we havent take any cats 4 a couples yearz..guess what??? i was yelling happily and being over the moon.. then i have no worry 4 my holyday anymore..i spent my leisure time with her,sleep with her,playing around ....but u know im lazy enough to clean its body..lazy to put a shampoo over her body n dried it right after that.(yezz im so lazy)..;D but sometimes i'll be sorry to NESSY coz having a family like us..never send her to see vet when she was in terrible health..we have no money to sent her there.. when she's getting sick, we just melt the 'panadol' n gave it to her..haiizzz poor nessy..no special treatment 4 her..=( my GOD i miss her a lot..

when i was in matriculation i found so many ppls love cats like me but they were obviously and extremly love cats.even can cry when see the cats being desperately..perhap i aint reaches till that line..just modest line..@_*.. but now in usm, there's not so many ppls like cats..they hate cat..now im the one or 2 of my frenzz love cats a lot..(here got so many cute cat but so sombong anyways..b4 this i had tried to touch one of the cutest cat - but my hand was biten..waaaaaaaa(crying out loud))...they weren't indulgent as my nessy..miss nessy so badly, my tortoise too..
-im posting blog at cafe..pethatic-low wireless rather called no more at room- next week is CHINESE NEW YEARZ wish to all my frenz,family too happy CNY..cant be patient to get so many angpow.

THE DASH..

2009-01-03T23:20:00.000-08:00

the dash???guess what... my teacher encourage us 2 read this.. mhhmmm i read 1st.. sheesshhh i dont undestand..but 2nd 3rd 4th..*yeayyy*now i see how touch it is.. so here it is..

i read of a man who stood to speak
at the funeral of a friend
he reffered to the date on her tombstone
from beggining..to the end..

he noted that 1st came the date of her birth
and spoke of the following date with tear,
but he said what mattered most of all
was the dash between those years
for that clash represents all the time
that she spent alive on earth
and how only those who loved her
know what that little line is worth
for its matters not how much we own..
car...house..cash
and how we spend our dash
what matter is how we live & love
so think about this long and hard
there things you'd like to change
for u never know much time
is left that..can still be rearranged

if we could just slow down enough to
consider what's true and real..
and always try to understand
the way other people feel
and be less quick to anger and
show appreciation more
and love the people in our lives
like we've never loved before

if we treat each other with respect
and more often wear a smile
remembering that this speacial dash
might only last a little while
so when your eulogy is being read
with your life's action to rehash
would you be proud of the things
the say..about how you spent your dash??

got it??

the original people..

2009-01-02T03:14:00.000-08:00

ohh hi..u may not really know who i really am dont u??..
i got a mixture blood but cant figure out what blood i actually am.
-thai+chinese+orang asli= here i am.. but darn poor..i cant speak thai ,my family neither(bcoz my father of my gramm passed away while my mum just born).. n can say chinese a lil bit..not much more(ni hao ma, wo i ni....) lol...actually at home, we r comunicate almost same like in BAHASA..but got a bit patios..but purely org asli language like my moyang2??..uhh i dont really know.. but seriously im keen 2 know deep about org asli..coz im one of them.. but now on dun said that org asli still in the jungle,so kolot,so stuffy.. no no no u r wrong..go figure..they r actually sme like the other ppl. out there are a lot of org asli already successed..did u know that???dun set ur mind that org asli so kolot..change ur mind c who they/we really r..
so let me share with u what org asli is.....

Orang Asli is a collective term (which means original or first peoples in Malay) for some 18 ethnic groups of less than 150,000 in total who are widely regarded as comprising peninsular Malaysia’s original inhabitants (in the sense that they pre-date the arrival of Malays). They are generally divided into three distinct groupings: the Negrito, Senoi and Proto-Malay. The Temoq, Senoi and Negrito speak related languages known as Aslian, which belong to the Mon-Khmer family, while the ancestors of the Proto-Malay spoke languages that, like Malay, belonged to the Austronesian family of languages. The Proto-Malay group are similar in appearance to Malays, but of diverse origin. They live along the Strait of Malacca and in southern Johor. Some have adopted Islam and are being absorbed into the Malay community.

While perhaps half of the Orang Asli live in or close to forests, may be involved in hill rice cultivation or traditional hunting and gathering activities, others such as the Orang Seletar and Mah Meri live near the coast and are fisherman. Still others, such as the Jakun, are involved in agriculture. A few Negritos continue a semi-nomadic lifestyle.

About 70 per cent practise traditional animist religions, about 10 per cent are Christian and 15–20 per cent Muslim, though the percentage of Orang Asli who are Muslim has been steadily increasing in more recent years, especially among the Proto-Malay.

this is a history of orang asli..pretty nice huh?? ....
aha frgot 2 tell u that..my family ethnic is PROTO MALAY..n im buddhist following my father..

adios amigos =)

HAPPY NEW YEAR..

2009-01-01T03:57:00.000-08:00

HI..HALLO..HOLA..
just only learn how 2 make this blog...errr errr what u me 2 write huh??... well im now 20 yrs old following this 2009..but actually not yet 20..still 19..still young..still kid..ahakzz..

mhhmmm ok2.. since i post this blog..so i wish u happy new year..hope this yr will b better then b4. actually i have no i idea what is/are my determination.. perhap i just wanna sumthng can really satisfying me n mum,bro too..

wanna b a daughter as what they want me to be..a good sista too.. then hopefully here i ready to confront anythng no matter what..

so..welcome to my blog!!!